She was not so beautiful yes but the way she looked at me was the way I looked at my love. She cares about me a lot and I can see that. But I can’t be with her for what she feels for me I feel for someone else. But today nearly brought me down to tears when I saw someone cared and loved me so much as I did to my love. The fact is everyone in this world has people chasing them but instead of getting with them we chase someone else who in turn does nothing but hurts and disappoints us.
But even after knowing the facts I cannot let go of the one I love like a pathetic little lump of shit that I am I will hold on in those miserable die in hopes. I feel so bad not being able to give myself up to her just proves I am just another man to walk this earth another assholes among assholes. And I am going to wait and wait for my love if she realizes and maybe comes to me I am going to show her what we can be together but if not I can bet you someday you will realize my worth and truly repent because I will be gone.
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Hmmm. I agree with what you said, about how we always have someone chasing us, but we're so busy chasing another asshole that we fail to notice the people running behind us altogether, until it is too late. Very good write :) You have a lot of talent, Asad. Keep writing x
ReplyDeleteTalent is a strong word id jus say i dont suck as bad as i thought i do.
ReplyDeleteWe do dont we. Yes it is true indeed :)
Thank you.
Haha... it is indeed talent, possibly... just... proofread dude... you should like... read again for errors... thats all im sayin...
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